Poop……

Today started out normal,well as normal as a day can, as a mom of 5. It’s my SO day off today, it’s was suppose to be a relaxing family day. We rented some new movies, we brought our bed out to the living room, and got a bunch of junk food. We call this “Fat Sunday.” I was trying to enjoy the day, and relax, which comes very hard for me. I got up to get something and stepped in dog poop, ugh! Ok no big deal shit happens sometimes. Go into the bathroom and bam it’s dirty, clean my foot off and go to my room to catch my breath….I can’t… I start crying…..screaming….Shower….finally I feel like I can breath. This is just what one of my many anxiety attacks look like. As I was sitting here I know my triggers, but I don’t have a place to vent, let things off my chest. My randomness brought me back to this blog, this I will use as my outlet. 3 years later things have changed, I’ve lost , gained, and am trying to reconnect with the world around me. This has been a very trying year for me. Things are turning around, but I still feel lost and alone. This all while being off work for the summer. Being a stay at home mom, even for the summer has presented as one of my biggest and greatest challenges. So long story short, I’m back!
I don’t know what direction this blog will head, but I can promise randomness and sarcasm.

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Too cool Tuesday!?!?!?

So here are my too cool picks for this week…..ready…..set….go!!!!!!!

Measuring cup that measures it self…..where could you go wrong.

That is a noodle timer, it sings Opera when the noodles are done cooking.

This is a baby Kuerig but for formula.

Looks pretty comfy to me 😀

Awesome crazy design.

Nice place to hide a guest bed.

That is just plain cool.

My dogs would love me for this one.

Nintendo lunch box!!!!!!!!

Flip flops are awesome and these just topped the cake :D.

Do more of what makes you happy!

Day 17 Do you have an eating disorder?

Yes, ok no really I don’t have an eating disorder. I just really like food and by like I mean I love food. 😀 I have this inner fat girl in me and if I didn’t tell her no I’m sure I would be 300 pounds by now. Like I said in one of my previous post, I had an eating disorder when I was in high school. I no longer allow the eating disorder to run my life instead I have to fight off my inner self.

It never gets easier you just get better….

I completed my Couch to 5k Week 1 day 3 this morning. My last two runs i reached 1.34 miles, but today I was trying got 1.5. I didn’t get there but I came soooo close. My finally miles ran came out to 1.44. Like I said soooo close. I’m not going to make excuses i’m just going to push that much harder to get there. 

If you want you can go check out my run stats.

Get in my belly!

What’s was on your table this week? Here are a couple of my favorite meals from this week. First one is seasons baked fish, steamed Brussels sprouts, and pasta with Italian seasoning.

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Next would be chicken cooked with veggies sprinkled with Italian seasoning packet.

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Pork chops cooked in the slow cooker covered in cream of mushroom soup. I made homemade bread, green beans, and noodles to go with it.

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The last dish I have to share this week is Steamed stir fry and brown rice.

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C2 5k

Like I said in my previous post, I am doing the Couch to 5 program. This program seems the best fit for me. It has been years sense I ran, so I figured, it best to start from the beginning. I heard about this program and figured I would try it. Its completely free and also seems much easier to me instead of going staright to running long distance, you run intervals. I am using the “Run Double” app from the play store. This app keeps track of all my run information in one place, times each run, and also tracks my pace. Among other things it maps my run for in on intervals. While running this apps tells you your stats along with telling you a then to switch from a walk to a run. Tomorrow I will complete day 3 of week 1. The last two days I was able to get to 1.32 miles. Tomorrow I’m hoping to push myself to get to 1.5. I’ll post my run status tomorrow and let everyone know how it went.